Every Day.

   I know I don't post a lot of blogs? no, post a lot of post(?w/e?), every day and all the time. Shame on me.. I know! but geese, what can I doo? Because again, I am only human. I write when I get into that Zoooned out mode. Weird, right? Which means there's a story behind every post. True. So todays story begins with. . .

   Every day, something bad happens. And when I say bad, I mean every single alphabetical letter as you see it. B A D. It's unexplainable. Actually, it's very explainable. Something in this universe has a huge grudge on me and  it's paying Karma to make my life miserable. I'm not such a bad person? Than why does it seem like it! ugh..

   I keep loosing things than mean to me. Whether is it mymoms car(accident),my boyfriend(switched schools), my privacy(family visit for a month), or even life!(jk, i just get very bored sometimes).One day my mom is furious with me, and the next my dad is mad with me than. Back and forth with that point. Anyways, there is someone out there who can help me. I know it with all my heart. Solve all of my heartaches and headaches that I just can't by myself! Someone ?!:'/
i can't even go by my own motto anymore, JUST SMILE. sure.